Posts Tagged ‘sexuality’

As I write this, I’m silently wishing that I had enough strength to bang my head against a wall.
Just for half a minute please!

I guess the other option would be to have someone toss a brick into my face.
Wouldn’t that be fun to watch, kids?

So, last night, I stayed home and caught up on shows on The Movie Network/HBO Canada or whatever they call it now. Then, I watched Pineapple Express. For some reason, I referred to it as Polar Express, but it’s slightly different.

Polar Express is about a Train and it’s a kids cartoon with Tom Hanks.
Pineapple Express is about two Potheads running from bad guys, but it’s not for kids.

Long story short…
Don’t do drugs!
I never believed that theory myself.

While I watched the movie, I was tweetering with some people, which was fun.

Here’s another childhood memory.
I remember becoming a Teenager while I was living in the Hospital. Like most normal Teenaged boys, I liked Porn. Every Saturday night, a show called Bleu Nuit would come on the French TV Channel.

Basically, it was a TV show that aired Softcore Porn Movies or shows. When you’re 13 and before Web times, this was a pretty big deal for me. Obviously, this was WAY past my usual bedtime, so every Saturday Night, I’d come up with an excuse as to why I couldn’t sleep. My usual one was that I’m too excited to sleep. Little did they know how honest that excuse was.

I remember one time, I had a mean Nurse or I pissed her off. She made me go to bed early. Luckily, I had a roommate at the time and he agreed to turn my TV on when the show came on. Sure enough, he came over to my bed & turned my TV on.

Our fun only lasted about 20-30 minutes because the Nurse was making the rounds. He managed to shut the TV off and quietly push it back right before she got to our room.

I think I got caught a few times, but I never got punished for it.
What were they gonna do, kick me out?
I kinda wish they had.

Thanks for reading.


I’m not gonna discuss the Senators. Ya, I watched most of the game on Tuesday night.

Enough said

So the other day, I came on here with nothing in mind to say. I decided to do a few posts about wrestling because it was Wrestlemania weekend. I logged off shortly after thinking nothing much about the post. A few hours later, I returned and noticed that I got over 300 hits within a few hours, which basically smashed my other stats here and past sites that I’ve blogged on.

My first reaction was HUH? This HAS to be an error. The trend continued all weekend and I got over 1000 visitors over three days. Yesterday, I read on here that two bloggers got book deals just from posting on here. This got me thinking about a few things regarding this blog, internet site etc. I think I’ll start another Blog on here, but I’m not sure what to do them on. I’ll type some ideas that I have in my head.

1. A Wrestling Blog — This is an obvious choice and the thing that started me thinking about this. Over 1000 hits in three days. There’s a definite audience for it. I’d make it a wrestling news, gossip, recap blog and perhaps have others contribute to the content.

2. Photo Blog — This would be used for pictures of my life & surroundings, both past and present. Each pic would be followed by a description etc.

3. Sex Blog — Sex is popular by itself, but toss a disabled person in there and curiousity is increased. Up until the wrestling posts, ones about my sex life were at the top of the list.

4. Advice — This is where I’d give advice on certain topics. I think it’d be a lot of fun, an interesting read, and probably very surreal. Readers could write in with problems or issues and I’d respond with advice.

5. News Blog — I’d post News Articles and give my thoughts. This could also be opened to others to contribute content to the site.

6. HollyWood News/Gossip — As much as I hate to say this, it’s popular. Perez Hilton became famous just for doing that, so why can’t I?

7. Fictional Story Blog — This blog would involve a Fictional person. The profile would be fake and each post would detail this person’s day while watching their life unfold. This would be creative based. This would be adult oriented at times.

8. YouTube Video Picks — This would be used for YouTube videos that I found interesting, funny, or just stood out to me.

Those are all the ideas that I had in mind right now. I would like you people to please leave a comment to this post telling me which one you like. You can also email me as well with your vote. I’m also opened to new ideas too. If yours isn’t listed above, please feel free to share it with me as well.

Keep in mind that I’ll continue to post here daily. The new Blog will have no connection with this one except for the fact that it’ll be written by me.

I look forward to all of your feedback.

I wrote this big post about how things were still the same.

I’m happy to report that my Wife spent all Saturday afternoon writing a list of possible solutions for us. She came to see me and discussed it with me.

After that, we  had makeup sex and it was great.

Obviously, we’re going to do couples counseling, but we’re off  to a great start.

First of all, thanks to everyone who read my last post. It’s good to see interest in the topic. I wish I got more feedback, but beggers can’t be choosers. I even showed my Wife and she seemed to like it. She said that I could’ve/should’ve discussed what happened on Sunday, but I’m sticking to my guns. It’s nice to know that she supports my writing and all that stuff.

Anyways, what should I discuss? I’m almost tempted to discuss more about sex. Ah, what the hell, one more post (for now) about sex wouldn’t hurt.

I’m an extremely openminded person. I’m a fan of learning, but it has to be about something that I like. Sex happens to fall under that category. One of the things that I enjoy doing online is reading about different Fetishes and sex related stuff. Call me odd, but I find it intriguing.

As far as my Fetishes go, I’ll name just a few.

Female legs, Nylons, Stockings, Sports Bras, and there’s more, but I’m not posting them here.

As I mentioned earlier, I’m a pretty openminded person. Here’s a little fact about me. I once had a naked picture of myself posted on a porn site specializing in disabled people. The only reason that I asked them to take it down is because I had a ton of gay guys emailing me. It isn’t exactly what I had hoped for, not that there’s anything wrong with that.

To be perfectly honest, I don’t regret doing that. It was fun and I’m one of the few disabled people that can honestly say that they were involved in porn.

I even tried writing Erotica for a short time, but it was hard, literally.

Like a lot of guys, I enjoy watching porn, but not that much. Watching women with fake breasts bouncing on an 8 inch pogo stick gets boring after awhile. I prefer natural porn. Oh hell, I prefer the real thing. I still have hopes of one day being in a porn movie. To me, that’d be pretty hot and it would further show people that disabled people are just like you.

I’m not sure what else to say. I’d love to get some feedback from people reading this and get some thoughts about the topic. For those wishing to do it privately, I’ve added my email address on the top right area of this page.

Thanks for reading.

This isn’t a ratings ploy or anything. I wish to discuss sex because it’s what on my mind and this is my blog.

Sex is something that’s on my mind a lot. I may be disabled, but I’m definitely sexabled.

It’s been my experience that people don’t automatically think of disabled people as sexual beings, which is wrong. In certain cases, it’s true that we can’t have sex. With that said though, there’s ways around that and sex doesn’t have to be intercourse. Without going into details, feel free to use your imagination or just search the web and you can get details and information.

As you probably expect, sex was one of the reasons for my crappy day yesterday. I’m not gonna go into details because it’s personal and will remain between my Wife & I. At least at my end. Sadly though, things have a way of sneaking out even when I keep my mouth shut.

I will say one thing about sex though. I know some may not wish to read this part, but I know others will crave this. After all, this is the internet, right?

In order for me to have sex, I require either two people to lift me into bed or use an automatic lift device. As you can imagine, it tends “to get in the way” at times. Hell, I’ll just say it. It often kills the mood, but not for me.

From there, someone has to undress me, at least partly.

To make a long story short, the woman has to be on top and does most of the work. A lot of people reading this are probably thinking that’s awesome, sexy, hot, kinky etc. I have to admit that it does have its perks, but not always. I would absolutely love to do more, but that’s not really possible.

It takes two equally creative people to make it work between a disabled person and an able bodied person. I can only imagine what it’s like if both are disabled in the relationship.

I hate to say this, but I’d never date a disabled person. Just for the reason that it would be extremely tough for us to have sex. I’m sorry, but I just like sex a little too much.

The reason why I’m posting this is well for two reasons.

1. Part of the reason why I love to blog is because I feel that it’s a great way for others to learn about at least one person with a severe disability. The more people that learn, the less chance of ignorance walking amongst us, or so I like to believe.

2. Even for a brief moment, you thought of disabled people in a new way.

Enough said.

Happy Sexin’ Everyone