This whole month long illness is taking its toll on me. When I think about how fast my life has changed, it kinda depresses me. The idea of me possibly having to take Blood Thinners Pills for the rest of my life is still a shock to me.

I feel odd saying all this because I spent nineteen years of my life while losing friends to far worse illness or diseases than I have.

I will always be grateful for the fact that I managed to get out of there alive, got my own place, and eventually got a life partner that I love as much as she loves me.

It’s just hard for me to fully understand and perhaps accept the fact that I now possibly face a new health issue in my life.

I’m happy to be alive and I know that one day that I’ll be 100% again or damn near it. It’s just that the time that it’s taking to get there seems really really long and far away.

Sorry if I seem down, but that’s what’s on my mind.

Thanks for reading.

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